picture talking : letting go

 

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"letting go"

today is the day

when i learn to let go

and promise myself

to start things anew

i'm gonna leave all behind

and never look back

take the lessons with me

but carry not the regrets

i can't turn back the time

and i can't make you change your mind

what's done is done

and i will make peace with that

let me now take

one step at a time

for what the future holds i don't really know

but what yesterday offered i already knew by heart

goodbye, my love

once upon a time i so love you

and although my love might still remain

i should carry on and forget the memories

thanks for being part of me

all the hurts.. all the pains..

also things that made me smile

i would treasure them always

 ~.*.~

indah 

sabtu 21/2 (10:06 am)

Picture Talking : Spending Time With You

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"Spending Time With You"

Grandpa,

Do you know that I always love spending time with you? Just looking at your kind face makes me feel peaceful. Being around you makes me feel safe.

I know at times I make mistakes and I'll probably still make them for the rest of my life, but you never scold me, not ever once. All you do is take my hand and lead me to my bedroom, you ask me to sit down and then you sit beside me. I was so scared that you would be mad at me. But you were silence for a moment and the first thing that came out of your mouth was, "What do you think you did wrong, Child?" then I burst into tears while you gave me a friendly pat on my shoulder.

I'm a naughty kid, I know I am, Grandpa.. Mom and Dad always say so, and so do my teachers, what's worse is that my friends follow their examples and start call me names. But I didn't mean to be naughty, Grandpa, I don't, I swear I don't. But it's just that.. at times my good intentions bring me bad results and people take it the wrong way.

But since the talk we had in my bedroom, Grandpa, I try my best to be good, cause I don't want you to be sad. I know you're sad, Grandpa, you need not to tell me that cause I can see it in your eyes. And I don't want you to be sad, Grandpa, especially not because of me. I want to make you proud, Grandpa, yes, I do.

So, Grandpa, please stay awhile. Please be well again. Give me time to prove that I can be good, I can make you smile. I can make you be the proudest Grandpa in the world when you introduce me to your friends.

I love you, Grandpa, I do. Please don't leave me. I want to spend more time with you. I like having you around. I like listening to your stories. I like getting to know more about Grandma from the stories you tell me.

I'll make you another cup of tea with a drop of rose oil, just the way you like it, Grandpa. And we will split the chicken pie in half and begin our tea party again, like we used to.

Do you remember all those moments, Grandpa? I do, because those are my treasure moments and I don't want them to end, Grandpa. I want to have more time to spend with you.

Please, Grandpa, please, open your eyes. I hate it when your eyes are close like this and you don't respond to anything I say. Don't say goodbye to me just yet, Grandpa. Not now, not ever. I don't want to lose you, Grandpa. Sleep well now, Grandpa. And may tomorrow those two wonderful grey eyes will meet mine.

I love you, Grandpa.

Wednesday 14/11 (8:54 am)

-Indah-

Picture Talking : The Opposite World

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"The Opposite World"

Like the sun in a shiny day

That's what you are to me

So bright and lightens up the room

The minute you walk in

Unlike me, the cold of the night

That gives you chill

And makes you want to zip your jacket

To keep your body warm

You're a chattery box

Anything can make you talk

Everything seems to amuse you

You can always find the bright side of the night

While me on the other hand

Attract to the dark side of the day

Many things makes me depressed

Like a giant hole that consume my energy

The light of the day

The daughter of the sun

A merrily companion

That's what they say about you

Do you know what they call me?

The son of the dark

The shadow of the night

A gloomy soul

You're on the up

I'm in the down

You always smile

I never forget to frown

So how come the universe

Joins their forces

To make our paths crossed

And collide our world together?

Don't they know snow melts under the sun?

Don't they know fire died with water?

Don't they know left can never be right?

Don't they know?

How can they expect us to unite?

We'll hurt each other

Even when we don't intend to

Nature just doesn't want to bless you and me

I can only see you from afar

Afraid I might have hurted you

If I come any closer

So I keep my safe distance

Tonight I will look at the sky closely

To the falling stars I will make a wish

May one day there will be no more you or me

For together we will be one

Thu 1/11 (6:12 pm)

-Indah-

Picture Talking : Farewell

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"Farewell"

I should have known

From the very beginning

That you were too good to be true

But again and again

I always made the same mistake

For falling in love with a guy like you

You, with your sweet words

Always seem to know 

How to warm my heart

Your gentle touch

Manage to Calm me down

Even when you said things I didn't like

My mom always told me

To trust my instinct

But your presence put off my guards

I fell into your trap 

Without even realizing it was there

Since I met you

I was too blind to see

Blinded by the love I felt

Until it was all too late

My heart had been broken again

Into million pieces that made me wonder

Would I ever make it whole again one day?

After days of arguing between my head and my heart

I decided to leave you

Carried on with what was left of me

It's so hard not to look back

Even when I know you won't even be there

To tell me not to go

Such a lonely road I need to travels

To the unknown world I will finally be

Farewell, Love

Perhaps we'll meet again in another world

But as for the rest of this life

I sincerely hope to never meet you again

Wed 31/10 (3:03 pm)

-Indah-

Picture Talking : Taking Chances

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"Taking Chances"

There were times in my life

When I used to believe

That chances only came once in a lifetime

When I missed them, I would never get any other

And the one I wanted so badly

Had passed me by 

Without giving me an opportunity

To give my best 

I was down for so long

Thought my chance was over

That it was the end for me

I could never walk this road any longer

Then the wind of change blows my way

Sweeps away all things I have

And leave me nothing to hold on to

Nothing to make me stay

That is when I finally see

Another chance creeps in

A new land awaits me across the sea

And it's now up to me

Will I step forward?

Will I cross the bridge?

Will I move on without looking back?

This is it, now is the right time..

All my yesterdays have gone

And tomorrows I might never see

I know not for sure what the future brings over there

But I can predict how it'd be like if I stay here

And on that bridge now I'm standing

Keeping my balance so I won't fall

It feels scary at times

Especially when the wind blows hard

But as I move my feet inch by inch

I have a better vision of the place I'm coming to

It's brighter, it's fresher

And I can feel enthusiasm fill my heart again

For the first time after such a long time

I smile, a smile that comes from the heart

I know it now I can make it through

And chances will always come again even after I missed one

But this time I won't take it for granted

I grab it fast, I hold it tight

Welcome me

Into the new world of reality of dreams

Wed 31/10 (2:46 pm)

-Indah-

Picture Talking : Chibi

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"Chibi"

Chibi, the red-haired girl I was once knew

Her big blue eyes always wondered

And her favourite question was, "What if there's a life out there?"

We always laughed when she began questioning like that

For most of us had lived here all our lifes

And never had any intention to venture out

"No, Chibi," had become the most common answer

Usually continued with, "Even if there is one, it's not for you to find out!"

And she would stare at us without saying anything

One fateful day finally came the thing we feared the most

Chibi went missing and it had been more than 24 hours

But there was no sign of her coming back

The whole village started searching for her

We called out her names and tried to listen for an answer

But there was only silence that replied

Stars in, stars out, we never got tired

To find our dearest little girl

Moons had passed us by but Chibi was nowhere to be seen

For once in our small little mind

We began to wonder if she was right

What if there was really a life out there?

What could a little girl do to survive the wilderness?

The worst scenario crossed the mind

Our head dropped in despair of the little girl's fate

Chibi, my dearest little Chibi

If you're still alive out there

Please come back home

We miss you much

We miss you badly

Come back to us and don't ever leave again!

Wed 31/10 (1:39 pm)

-Indah-

Picture Talking : Today Is A New Day

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"Today Is A New Day"

Today is a new day

I will start my day with a smile

And wait eagerly on what's coming next

Today is a new day

Forget all the yesterdays' sorrows

Ready to start anew

I will keep my head up

And won't let myself be down

Because of what others say

Today is a new day

A fresh chapter in my life

I'm the one in charge to make it wonderful

Today is a new day

I will give my best shots

And have no regrets of what have been done

Let the sun shine

And the wind blows

For I will be standing still even after the storm

For today is a new day

A chance for me to begin again

This time with a hopefully different ending

Wed 31/10 (1:16 pm)

-Indah-